08-18-2016, 01:53 AM
So, I've been mulling this over for months now (pretty much since the end of the Heroverse "after-party"). I just can't find the drive to write anymore. It's not that I don't have ideas, now. Not even that I don't have time. I just can't MAKE myself write. I can't find the desire to put thought to paper. My last Smith post should demonstrate just what happens when I try to force myself into it. I dunno if this is going to be an ongoing thing that'll eventually end, or if I'll never really feel in the mood again. I certainly hope that I'll be able to get back into writing, because we have a bad-ass community here and I love you all.
So what have I been mulling over? Just quitting. I put it off for a long time, partially because I love this place and partially because of the people whom I'm writing with. They don't deserve for me to leave them hanging. But, more than that, they deserve someone who WILL write. I'm holding them back because of my lack of motivation and I can't do that any longer.
I know this ain't really the place to request this, but in-case people felt like weighing in on this, I felt this would be the best place to post this. If you guys would be so kind, go ahead and delete the Ganondorf and Smith accounts and rosters. I'd LIKE to request Ganondorf be kept on as an NPC, but I feel like that'd be doing the character an injustice. Someone could take up his reins and flesh the great Gerudo King out into something amazing. But I'll leave it up the the judgement of the Staff in regards to how to handle me letting these characters go.
I may come back one day, and I'll likely continue lurking through the site and being a generally awesome dude. But when I come back, it won't be as Ganondorf or Smith. I'll do something new that'll put a deep and abiding passion or writing within me.
Thanks for reading this, folks! I appreciate it!
So what have I been mulling over? Just quitting. I put it off for a long time, partially because I love this place and partially because of the people whom I'm writing with. They don't deserve for me to leave them hanging. But, more than that, they deserve someone who WILL write. I'm holding them back because of my lack of motivation and I can't do that any longer.
I know this ain't really the place to request this, but in-case people felt like weighing in on this, I felt this would be the best place to post this. If you guys would be so kind, go ahead and delete the Ganondorf and Smith accounts and rosters. I'd LIKE to request Ganondorf be kept on as an NPC, but I feel like that'd be doing the character an injustice. Someone could take up his reins and flesh the great Gerudo King out into something amazing. But I'll leave it up the the judgement of the Staff in regards to how to handle me letting these characters go.
I may come back one day, and I'll likely continue lurking through the site and being a generally awesome dude. But when I come back, it won't be as Ganondorf or Smith. I'll do something new that'll put a deep and abiding passion or writing within me.
Thanks for reading this, folks! I appreciate it!