05-09-2015, 12:43 AM
Seraph, I just want to start off by saying this, I've always had an easy life, from start until now. Every single time I'm met with somebody and a problem like this, I always wonder to myself, would it be easier to understand if had I went through the same things they have? All the time, I'm left thinking, why couldn't they have lives like mine? All of this leads me to pretty much wish that I could go through the same pain that you all do almost every day. I have so many friends that are a mess of psychological problems, and not to toot my own horn here or anything at all, but coming from what they've said, the fact that they look up to me as a person despite my easily simple life gives me purpose in living as a whole.
We all have things that drive us, Seraph. One of the reasons I come online every day is to talk to people like you, one of the reasons I get up every day is for the ones like my girlfriend, my family, my friends. I have so much, but of course, I didn't start off with all of them, save for my family. I earned their respect and their trust because I vowed my own life in the pursuit of happiness for others. If I had made a mistake with somebody's feelings to whom I had a deep respect for, then I'd make it my goal to fix it no matter what. I speak no hyperbole when I say I'd gladly end my own life to help somebody else's.
The thing is about that, Seraph... I've got to live. A majority of us know what it's like to just... want everything to end, to put it simply. The thing you always have to think about, and that thing that brings me back up to my feet every time I get these feelings, is how others would react to it. I've gained the trust and respect of so many people, and making it so I'd have my life take it's toll so abruptly would break their hearts completely. Seraph, I know it may not look like it now, but people truly do care for you. That's how life is now, because although there may always be people who hate you for merely existing, for all those people, there will be those who will love and care for you no matter what happens.
I deeply care about you Seraph, even though I may not know you as well as I may do others. Coming from what I just read up there however, I can tell you've been through a lot, and none of it you deserved. The trick is in cases like these, is to simply keep going, and moving on. No matter what, you can't let your will whither down, you cannot let your mind break. I know you're tougher than to let that happen, and perhaps our words can convince you as such, because I believe it to be true. Everybody is capable of great things, no matter how hard life comes back at you. Just keep moving forward.
In the case of your writing motivation, it's alright if you need to take a break for a while to sit back and think, because trust me on this, us peeps on the Omniverse aren't going to mind if you need to deal with things going on in your real life. You're just as important to us as everyone else. I'd say "wish you the best of luck" right now, but remember...
You make your own luck!
We all have things that drive us, Seraph. One of the reasons I come online every day is to talk to people like you, one of the reasons I get up every day is for the ones like my girlfriend, my family, my friends. I have so much, but of course, I didn't start off with all of them, save for my family. I earned their respect and their trust because I vowed my own life in the pursuit of happiness for others. If I had made a mistake with somebody's feelings to whom I had a deep respect for, then I'd make it my goal to fix it no matter what. I speak no hyperbole when I say I'd gladly end my own life to help somebody else's.
The thing is about that, Seraph... I've got to live. A majority of us know what it's like to just... want everything to end, to put it simply. The thing you always have to think about, and that thing that brings me back up to my feet every time I get these feelings, is how others would react to it. I've gained the trust and respect of so many people, and making it so I'd have my life take it's toll so abruptly would break their hearts completely. Seraph, I know it may not look like it now, but people truly do care for you. That's how life is now, because although there may always be people who hate you for merely existing, for all those people, there will be those who will love and care for you no matter what happens.
I deeply care about you Seraph, even though I may not know you as well as I may do others. Coming from what I just read up there however, I can tell you've been through a lot, and none of it you deserved. The trick is in cases like these, is to simply keep going, and moving on. No matter what, you can't let your will whither down, you cannot let your mind break. I know you're tougher than to let that happen, and perhaps our words can convince you as such, because I believe it to be true. Everybody is capable of great things, no matter how hard life comes back at you. Just keep moving forward.
In the case of your writing motivation, it's alright if you need to take a break for a while to sit back and think, because trust me on this, us peeps on the Omniverse aren't going to mind if you need to deal with things going on in your real life. You're just as important to us as everyone else. I'd say "wish you the best of luck" right now, but remember...
You make your own luck!
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