Since I've inquired about referrals that asshole doctor has sent me another bill doubling what I owe him with a final notice sticker on it.
Can I just drive into a concrete wall to spite the world?
I see my therapist today. Hopefully he can fill out some of the paperwork. I'm also bringing my huge ass journal like post I made on the last page to discuss. May or may not end up with me being admitted to the ER to be "watched."
I've had non stop anxiety lately. I want to move out like...two weeks ago. I'm not happy or comfortable in my own home anymore and it's slowly driving me mad. The difference this time is that I'm not breaking on the depression side. I'm breaking on the manic side and I'm realizing that I'm fucking angry.
Hateful angry.
Can I just drive into a concrete wall to spite the world?
I see my therapist today. Hopefully he can fill out some of the paperwork. I'm also bringing my huge ass journal like post I made on the last page to discuss. May or may not end up with me being admitted to the ER to be "watched."
I've had non stop anxiety lately. I want to move out like...two weeks ago. I'm not happy or comfortable in my own home anymore and it's slowly driving me mad. The difference this time is that I'm not breaking on the depression side. I'm breaking on the manic side and I'm realizing that I'm fucking angry.
Hateful angry.
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