Depression [Mature]

[Jade Harley]

The small things make me feel happy. I find that when I'm starting to cave in and feel sad, I can just.... look at a leaf and think about how absolutely perfect that leaf is, how inexplicable and special everything is, and gradually I start to feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Sitting outside and looking at all of the green plants, listening to the birds, watching ducks on a pond... I know that sounds kinda lame, but just thinking about how perfect some really simple things are makes me so happy. It's like watching living poetry, living in the moment and not worrying about stuff.

This is all after I started to take medication for my generalized anxiety in the Fall, but I think it really was all just a chemical imbalance in my brain, now. It doesn't matter that I haven't "met someone yet" or that I have a lot of things on my plate, or even that I'm super unsure about my future. These things happen sometimes and will resolve themselves, and if not, at least I can sit here and appreciate the leaves.

I typed all of these out for y'all, and then checked like twenty times for typos, because I'm lame.

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