10-20-2016, 06:16 PM
(Just writing this to rant.)
I'm really really mad and depressed and really just hurt because my family ha no fucking clue just how much their passing remarks fucking sting.
"You like like you're all skin and bone."
"Why are you so tired all the time?"
"Are you mad?"
MAYBE IF THEY PAYED JUST A LITTLE MORE ATTENTION TO ME THAN YOUR GODDAMN PHONES AND TV, THEY WOULD KNOW!!! I have trouble sleeping because of nightmares, I'm skinny because you make me feel shitty about how I look 24/7, and I look mad because everyone I look at you, I want nothing more than to tell you this to your face. But I don't, because I'm a fucking coward. I don't because I know that you wouldn't even feel the slightest bit apologetic.
and... I don't even know. Maybe I'm just a pathetic mess right now.
I'm really really mad and depressed and really just hurt because my family ha no fucking clue just how much their passing remarks fucking sting.
"You like like you're all skin and bone."
"Why are you so tired all the time?"
"Are you mad?"
MAYBE IF THEY PAYED JUST A LITTLE MORE ATTENTION TO ME THAN YOUR GODDAMN PHONES AND TV, THEY WOULD KNOW!!! I have trouble sleeping because of nightmares, I'm skinny because you make me feel shitty about how I look 24/7, and I look mad because everyone I look at you, I want nothing more than to tell you this to your face. But I don't, because I'm a fucking coward. I don't because I know that you wouldn't even feel the slightest bit apologetic.
and... I don't even know. Maybe I'm just a pathetic mess right now.
"...If the soul is left in darkness sins will be committed. The guilty one is not he who commits the sin, but he who causes the darkness.”
-Victor Hugo Les Miserables
-Victor Hugo Les Miserables