08-23-2015, 07:23 PM
when reading below keep in mind when reading this, no matter how much i may dislike some people, I mean no harm to their mental or physical states. There is one exception
For you father I wish you a long life.. so you can experiance all the pain and suffering you have given me, my mother, and your three other wives. I pray the close net of family you have around you decays and sees you for who you really are.
Dad, you need to be brutally taught that the ends do not justify the means. So... *ahem* when you go on and try to explain to my brothers and sisters why i never come around any more, or why i left unnoticed in the first place, come up with another one of those lies everyone seems to see as truth. Tell them i went to the military like you wanted me to tell them (and i didn't asshole) and ill cover your driveway in nails.
I mean.. my little brother gave us all bedbugs. naturally we burn our beds and soak every fucking crivace in pestacide. No.. I did. because of me you dont think you have bedbugs anymore. My reward? nothing but a year of sleeping on the goddamn hardwood floor of my room while you put new beds in the other rooms... when people asked why i have no bed, you tell them I should go out and get one myself. Yeah.. right fuck you to dad. I was a sophmore in highschool, my job was minimum wage. i could barely pay for car insurance let alone a new bed.
Also.. what is wrong with going to work an hour early or staying an hour late to take a nap before clocking in or leaving? Especially when i have to deal with school, cleaning house and taking care of your kids while im home? If i work a ten to twelve hour shift.. you think i enjoy you making me split logs for our furnace for 5+ hours with no help from you as you sit in your goddamn chair and guzzle can after can of your stupid beer. I think i deserved a nap or two.
You should be glad i turned out the way i did. In highschool i stayed away from the parties from the drugs and the girls and kept my nose deep into books. being alone is what im good at... so when im not slaving away doing yard work alone while my siblings go out and enjoy themselves or while you sit there wasting your life way drinking, i think keeping to my own little world is fine. It was my escape from you. So shame on you for yelling to the point of smacking me around over pointless things stemming from the fact hardly ever left the house besides school, errands, or work. fuck you for telling my favorite hobbies (games, reading, writing, drawing, and sleeping) were all stupid waste of time.
I rather not go any deeper than that so...
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while im at it i might as well get it out.
To those too uncaring or impatient to go the damn speed limit, know that the speed limit is a limit, not a starting point... so get off my ass or i'll have to abruptly stomp my brakes. So what if you hit me? if you were 1. paying attention 2. not on my ass and 3. trying to pressure me to go faster you wouldn't have a totaled car.
As for those truck drivers (you know who you are) who do this.. fuck you. there is definitely no excuse for you. because of bad drivers like you my best friend's little sister is now in intensive care. yeah.. fuck you.
to those too inconsiderate to bother checking the closing and opening times, fuck you. It takes me around two hours of driving to get home from work, so i would like to get what i can done. I should be done with my errands before closing time... but i cant do them if you all decide to come in at the last minute.
For you father I wish you a long life.. so you can experiance all the pain and suffering you have given me, my mother, and your three other wives. I pray the close net of family you have around you decays and sees you for who you really are.
Dad, you need to be brutally taught that the ends do not justify the means. So... *ahem* when you go on and try to explain to my brothers and sisters why i never come around any more, or why i left unnoticed in the first place, come up with another one of those lies everyone seems to see as truth. Tell them i went to the military like you wanted me to tell them (and i didn't asshole) and ill cover your driveway in nails.
I mean.. my little brother gave us all bedbugs. naturally we burn our beds and soak every fucking crivace in pestacide. No.. I did. because of me you dont think you have bedbugs anymore. My reward? nothing but a year of sleeping on the goddamn hardwood floor of my room while you put new beds in the other rooms... when people asked why i have no bed, you tell them I should go out and get one myself. Yeah.. right fuck you to dad. I was a sophmore in highschool, my job was minimum wage. i could barely pay for car insurance let alone a new bed.
Also.. what is wrong with going to work an hour early or staying an hour late to take a nap before clocking in or leaving? Especially when i have to deal with school, cleaning house and taking care of your kids while im home? If i work a ten to twelve hour shift.. you think i enjoy you making me split logs for our furnace for 5+ hours with no help from you as you sit in your goddamn chair and guzzle can after can of your stupid beer. I think i deserved a nap or two.
You should be glad i turned out the way i did. In highschool i stayed away from the parties from the drugs and the girls and kept my nose deep into books. being alone is what im good at... so when im not slaving away doing yard work alone while my siblings go out and enjoy themselves or while you sit there wasting your life way drinking, i think keeping to my own little world is fine. It was my escape from you. So shame on you for yelling to the point of smacking me around over pointless things stemming from the fact hardly ever left the house besides school, errands, or work. fuck you for telling my favorite hobbies (games, reading, writing, drawing, and sleeping) were all stupid waste of time.
I rather not go any deeper than that so...
while im at it i might as well get it out.
To those too uncaring or impatient to go the damn speed limit, know that the speed limit is a limit, not a starting point... so get off my ass or i'll have to abruptly stomp my brakes. So what if you hit me? if you were 1. paying attention 2. not on my ass and 3. trying to pressure me to go faster you wouldn't have a totaled car.
As for those truck drivers (you know who you are) who do this.. fuck you. there is definitely no excuse for you. because of bad drivers like you my best friend's little sister is now in intensive care. yeah.. fuck you.
to those too inconsiderate to bother checking the closing and opening times, fuck you. It takes me around two hours of driving to get home from work, so i would like to get what i can done. I should be done with my errands before closing time... but i cant do them if you all decide to come in at the last minute.