08-20-2015, 09:06 AM
I had a dream last night where I was in some far away land, trying to do something fun/enjoyable, though I can't remember what my original purpose there was.
At once point it became clear I was in the middle east, and some super bad dudes were abound. ISIS most likely, due to my trauma at their recently beheading of a historian I liked. Anyways, I somehow get rounded up in a sort of "Interview by Fire" by some Blackwater group of mercenaries. It was like a shooting gallery, but with people. I even managed to blow up a tank with a well-placed RPG. I remember quoting in the dream that I had "killed like, 50 fucking people," and I had this strange mixture of shame and pride in that fact. I knew they were bad people, and I would have been killed if I had jacked up, but I still felt bad for killing them. I was also sort of only going along with the Blackwater shit because it was the only way I could stay safe, and I kept on tryingto call people and figure out how to get the fuck out of there and go back home, or return to my original fun thing I was trying to do.
Meh. Not the weirdest, but it stuck in my mind for some reason.
At once point it became clear I was in the middle east, and some super bad dudes were abound. ISIS most likely, due to my trauma at their recently beheading of a historian I liked. Anyways, I somehow get rounded up in a sort of "Interview by Fire" by some Blackwater group of mercenaries. It was like a shooting gallery, but with people. I even managed to blow up a tank with a well-placed RPG. I remember quoting in the dream that I had "killed like, 50 fucking people," and I had this strange mixture of shame and pride in that fact. I knew they were bad people, and I would have been killed if I had jacked up, but I still felt bad for killing them. I was also sort of only going along with the Blackwater shit because it was the only way I could stay safe, and I kept on tryingto call people and figure out how to get the fuck out of there and go back home, or return to my original fun thing I was trying to do.
Meh. Not the weirdest, but it stuck in my mind for some reason.


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