07-05-2015, 08:48 AM
Retane Wrote:*lets out a low growl and cracks a beer(Budlight)*
I've wrote on a site with Omni and Prot man, for quite a few years. I joined this site and accidentally caused trouble. A LOT.
I've been in trouble a lot by Omni... Not for trolling really... Well kinda... But not all the time and most was accidental..
But I am going to say this right now, you are stupid as hell to speak for the community. I haven't said a damned word about this. Neither have quite a few people.
You don't disrespect these people. You don't. You ask for permission. Like I learned to do. When the guy that owns the server says no, you try to reach a compromise.
I am REALLY good at ideas. Ask anyone. I don't purposely break the rules. I have personally butted heads with Omni on accident...But I respect and will always respect him.I Have Respect for Proto and Guu as well... I have respect for all Staff members.
Usually>_>
You feel like you have been smacked down? Get over it. It happens. No one is going to join an event unless you have established it and well... Got Staff approval itself. Staff told you NO. Prove yourself as an active writer. Ask another Staffer for Ideas...
BUT DO NOT BITCH AND MOAN AT THEIR JUDGEMENT.
Trust me... It isnt good
PS: Don't defend me and who I am ever again like we are friends. Do it again and I will show you what a TROLL really is. What someone thinks about me is one thing. But I wont have someone defending my name and making me look as if I was offended. EVER
I suggest you calm down and take posts like these to PMs instead of... This public thing that I am choosing to call a thing because the other word isn't nice. I would also suggest you don't post these thinga while drunk or under the influence of something (whether it be stress or deigs) like I do because I promise you if I wasn't controlling myself these would not be suggestions. Lastly I would like to apologize for crossing that sacred boundrynof respect, I won't give an excuse but know until now I felt completely justified. Thank you for stating your opinion and goving a suggestion, I will take them into consideration in similar future questions.
On a further note I would also like to soncerely ask for yor forgiveness.
PS: I apologize if I seem rude in this but be aware this is me trying to be nice, my first instinct was to type two thousand plus mean words >_> I didn't. If it seems cold, it is, I don't know how to peocess this kind of feedback because of several personal... Quirks so I'm just trying to calculate it through my brain. I really do hope you forgive me, though, that's an important thing to me... In fact forgiveness is the reason I have most of my relationships IRL, basically I gripe at people until they say they forgive me and then they want more(not really but if you don't forgive me and say "maybe later" I'll ask every day, likely as soon as I see you). Uhm, sorry for the small rant, I'm hyper, out of wack with my meds and stuff, so please... Just please forgive me Retane.
Additionally I'd like to apologize to anyone and everyone I offended, especially Omni. I'm quixotic, meaning I'm overly idealistic and at times unrealistic with my explanations.
And yes I know that if I ended the upper portion of this with a corporate tagline I'md sound like all those email replies from major corporations... Freaking robots