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Day Three Discussion
#20
Guu Wrote:As you all know, I'll be dropping from the Abyss. Sorry if any of you had hopes of RPing with me or fighting with me in the games, but I have personal reasons to do so. Some of you might be curious, but I also don't want to bring down the general mood of the games for anyone else, so I've put it in spoilers:

[spoiler]Since day one, I've been in an emotional rollercoaster. I've been constantly stressed from the start, I had a hard time sleeping because of it and can't focus on anything else in my life because I was just paranoid that something was happening when i wasn't there. Seeing how everyone saw my group as a threat, I was constantly afraid which of my peers will betray me for the tactical advantage, and I wept all day from guilt when I betrayed someone myself.

Not to mention, people were trash talking me in the chat from the beginning, not that it's your faults at all, it's the nature of the game and you didn't know, but it didn't help with my low self-esteem issues. Yeah, even when I know you're not serious, my mind will often times believe you entirely. I've gotten into way too many bouts of depression over all this.

But most importantly, I'm just not having fun. Much of the reason I stuck with it for so long is because i didn't want to abandon my group, and if they hadn't told me they wouldn't hold against me, I would have still done it.

So yeah, I'm sorry if any of you hoped to RP with me during the event. I had to consider my mental health first and foremost. Just could you guys do me a favor, don't bring up how much it's a shame that I'm dropping out, or that I could have made it to the end if I kept going, I'm still dealing with the guilt right now ;-;[/spoiler]

Anyways, I wish you all good luck and hope you have fun with the rest of the games!

I wish you the best of luck on your future adventures in the World of Omni, I had hoped to get some interaction with you, cause you're like, 'Dataverse' famous. xD! You'll have to look me up in the future! =O! <3!
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