Describe your characters like someone you're dating

[Ezrihel]

He walked in and commanded the attention of the entire room, then he locked eyes with me, strode across the room with ease and sat next to me. "How are you doing tonight?" He had asked, like he'd known me forever. "I'm fine," came my response. He saw right through it though. The intensity of his gaze was almost unbearable, he looked at me like some sort of interesting puzzle, then leaned forward and said that he understood what I was going through, that he could help me out. He was like a drug, and let me live vicariously through him. He was braver than me, more charismatic and confident. He had the few things I lacked and sorely desired. Control. Power. Respect, though through fear or love it's unclear. He makes my head hazy in a horrible way, but when we're together it's amazing. I feel free and playfully amused, like a cat. When he leaves I realize how disgusting he is. It never ends because he's exhilarating in both the best and worst ways. He's a predator, revolting and broken. A beautiful, horrendous creature. He's like dating the concept of suicide, or playing with fire. The high is too good to leave due to the lows, the risk of it all is too breath-taking to walk away.

Skadi is rough and wild, the opposite of Ezrihel but a mirror image. She's angry and brash, she makes demands, she does not suggest. She takes what she wants and there will be no arguing it. She's a fucking crazy fanatic who's into really gross fetishes. Minus the nasty kinks, I see a lot of myself in her. She doesn't have control, her entire life has been a fight to escape and finally get that power, but the power is what fuels her insanity. She feels like watching a train wreck, I can't pull myself away because she's so vividly horrible in such an open and excessive way. She doesn't glide in and steal away your attention, she smashes your damn face into the bar and orders you to get her another pint. I love her flaws. I love how broken she is, not because I can fix her, but because they give her a wicked depth. That being said... It's not an excuse for the bad shit she does. She's heartless and it's best to just keep your distance unless you wanna end up on her dinner plate.

Himitsu? Oh, I still love her dearly, but we both just... need time to do other things. She's so caught up on her past, on her own set of tragedies that she can no longer move forward. She's stoic and cold. Merciless and just at the same time. She is strong, and sickly. Reserved and painful. We've spent a long time together, grown with each other, but we just needed that time apart to figure out what we wanted from each other. Eventually we'll be back together, like always.